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I'll hold you at your worst


Sometimes I miss you so damn much how will ever be able to tell you Idon't know. Sometimes you're there but not listening, You're there but not in my dreams. You're there but not resonating with my thoughts and feelings. You're there but not understanding my silence. You're there but not responding to "our" phrases. You're there but not mine. 

 You're not there for your own reasons. I miss you for all the reasons we had before. 

You must be upset i get it. You must be upset due to something i did. Or something i said or didn't say. But what good are we if we don't understand each other's silences, our words unspoken? Try me love, try. Hold my hand, come with me to the world where the sea shores nearby and we sit under a palm tree talking about anything and everything. Because loving you has been my greatest strength and talking to you is my love language. 

I need you now and forever, will you trust me? 

I need you now and ever, will you hold me ? 

I want you whole, your love, your happiness, your smile, your sadness, your sorrows, your worries, the way you look at me eyes filled with love, the way you feed me with your own hands and forgetting to do so for your ownself, the way you take me with you to places i demand to go, the way you stop at every earring shop just to give me company and wise advices approvals, the way you accept me in any form and apprearance and how i am a queen to you all the time, the way you always wait at the other end of the trial room just to see me trying 12 dresses at a time, the way you keep notes about what all i need and what all to talk about and the n number of beautiful things you do out of love. 

I can't have it anymore to see you fading away from these day by day. Because i live for them. My moments everyday are filled with moments given by you and i can't compromise. Not on your love. I cannot see yourself slowly turning out to be a different person all together with time. That's scary. 

I will do everything to get you back. The whole you. I will not miss out on every small lovely detail of ours because of anything at all. 

One day we will go someplace far away from all the distractions and you will tell me what happened between us. 

Because we will talk. 

A lot.








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  1. kriti arorApril 19, 2021 at 3:22 PM

    so deep so nice

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  2. Megha BagdaiApril 19, 2021 at 3:56 PM

    Well explained

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  3. UnknownApril 25, 2021 at 4:35 PM

    Deep and Devine!

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  4. blazingreportsApril 25, 2021 at 8:25 PM

    Great article

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  5. D.W.Kadete.April 25, 2021 at 11:01 PM

    Interesting and makes feelings to the dream,I like your writing style.

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  6. DikshaApril 27, 2021 at 4:22 PM

    Very nice post 👌

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  7. AnonymousApril 27, 2021 at 9:20 PM

    Very nice post...Keep it up.

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  8. RITA TYAGI VLOGGERApril 27, 2021 at 9:28 PM

    When you miss someone
    Depicted the words for an abstract feeling of missing someone.Great

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  9. Hrithik JaiswalApril 28, 2021 at 12:37 AM

    So good 🙌🏻👌🏻

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  10. Hrithik JaiswalApril 28, 2021 at 12:38 AM

    So good

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  11. Kunal singhApril 29, 2021 at 7:51 AM

    Nice piece of content.

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  12. KayleyMay 1, 2021 at 4:22 AM

    This is beautiful 😢

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